I'm Back

Hello everyone.

I'm Back. Never thought I would return to blogger but I am in much need of a little bit of soothing therapy to distract my thoughts.

As most of you may already know, 4 months ago I lost my only daughter at the age of 17 in a terrible car accident. This surely was a test that I was never prepared for and I'm not really sure how I'm walking this earth but I am adjusting. Slowly.

First of all, I want to thank all of you who followed me on my old blog and sent heartfelt message out to me. That mean a lot to me. It took me a little over two months to read them but I did and I THANK YOU.

For the past couple of weeks I've been thinking a lot about writing down my thoughts as I go through this phase. I do believe it will help me. This blog is not going to be about Lauren, maybe little thoughts here and there but mainly to get myself on track so I won't go completely insane.

I finally picked up my hooks again a few weeks ago and I really have to say it has given me some peace while I'm home. Some days these walls feel as if they are closing in on me. Suffocating actually~ but since I did.....I feel a little like myself again.

Now....I am by no means over what has happened to me and my family. I am most certain I will have good days and bad days ahead. Right now I think I am in an in-between phase as you might put it so I think this will give me some guidance.

 Also before I go....I know most of you who have followed me over the years know that I have changed my blogs name about a hundred times but......I can assure you that this blog will never change. It is stuck with me forever since it is named after my beautiful daughter,
 " l a u r e n  m a r i e "  It will be mostly a reflection of not only my style but hers as well along with knits and crochet. Hope you come back to visit. 

                                                                                                                    Sincerely, Shari♥